Was just inspired

Sometimes I can get stuck on a blog zone and get so inspired by so many other talented people that I confess I don’t pull myself away! Tonight this turned out to be a good think though! But I really can get way to lost in them and spend too much time watching and learning instead of myself being creative or working on my blog that I have wanted and sorda worked on the past year! I need to work on this LOL but tonight I’m glad I did! On a bad Chiari day (since I don’t have any readers yet no need to get into that at the moment but do plan on discuss a lot to promote awareness but not tonight cause I will never get to the point of where my inspiration came from tonight LOL) it has been hard to get my brain and body on same page as what I want to do with my craft. That is about to change! But anyways Robin from my pink stamper has been a source of inspiration for me so many times and quickly became one of my favorite sources for tip with my cricut! But tonight it was more than the card or tips (did love it of course) but I can tell she is a much happier person and has recently made big decisions to make herself and family happy! That inspired me. I feel my life right now my life is also going to require some changes. Good ones that will make my family and me happy! So my goal is to take charge and unless I’m stuck in bed cause all the symptoms are going nuts I am going to spend more time doing what I love! I hope one day this blog will connect me to people who either share my passion for paper lol or have health issues and love to help people if possible! I was supposed to be working with children right now and that was what I was doing up until my illness took over but I’m taking my life back and still going to find ways to connect to people. So why not go for it? So glad I watched her video tonight! 

Thinking of you card

My friend has had one hard year. It seems like the hits keep coming so in attempt to lift her spirits and get some card making time in I made her this card. My picture is from my phone and the lighting was really bright but I used DCWV paper and just punched some butterflies and a sticker I colored and put mod podge dimensional on the colored sticker. I really liked how it turned out. I need to practice stamping but other than that I like it. Really simple and I really want to start making more cards for more people. 

not playing around this time

Instead of thinking about what I want my blog to be i'm going to do it! Rather I talk about crafting, opinions about certain things, my illness (which I will get to at some point) i'm going to do it. At the moment it is a very private place but can still relate to other people ether in crafting world or Chiari world (like i said i would explain it) I am embarrassing my new adult life. If someone doesn't like something about what I say or feel does it matter? (talking more like my grammar and spelling because if you become someone who reads my blog you will notice LOL) but I am going to give this blog my best. Something to hold me accountable for my  life. I am at a strange place in my adult life. I am 28, nope 29 hah and my life is not at all how I thought it would be but i'm okay with that. I love my family, friends, blogs, inspiration, but I am learning to be the adult after all 5 brain surgeries over the past few years because i'm at a point where i am stable thank God. God is great it could be a lot worse but I never planned on being a stay at home wife/mother. Nothing wrong with that at all but my plan was different. So becoming disabled and unable to work also more dependent on people than I would like to be. So this is where i'm going to document my life whatever it may be at the time =) Going to try to focus on the positive. I know there are times when something will come up probably being issues with my illness but not going to be mad at myself for that. I want to be able to do at least 3-4 post and hopefully share experiences, show my favorite craft things or craft failures lol but just my place in this world! K So plan is to stop thinking and do it! If for some random reason you have stopped here say hello!